It's crazy to think that almost an entire has passed since I last posted anything. Things have been pretty crazy. From moving to a new apartment to friends, and siblings getting married. Losing friendships and then getting them back. I sometimes wonder when my life will start. I so often wish that my life would lead me in the direction i am meant to go for the reminder of my days, but on the other hand I grow steadily more terrified of getting older. Getting older means you have to die. Dying means you can never see the people you love again and to be honest....i have a hard time grasping the idea of just...eternally existing. If that makes sense. I try to think about dying and then just being. No sadness, no fatigue, no hunger, no thirst, no..nothing except just being. Sounds rather dreary to me. Not that I am trying to be cynical....it's just something I've been pondering.
Hey There Lizzy!
ReplyDeleteThat there is an interesting pondering. I have also pondered about it a lot myself... :P Like, how on earth are we to know what it's gonna be like, ya know? But, what you are saying about not seeing loved ones again, I think we do see them again! What seems like years and years here on Earth is just days in Heaven, you know what I mean? So someone who you loved and is very young when you yourself die, they live their ENTIRE life and when they die you see them again, but it was not an entire lifetime for you. But, that is just my thinking on it, if that makes any sense. :)
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i was so excited when i saw i had a comment! lol :P It does make sense what you're saying, and I do believe that it's just sometimes hard to ponder. :/
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